Addicted

I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

Won't listen to any advice, mamma's telling me to think twice. But left to my own devices i'm addicted its a crisis!

My friends think I've gone crazy, my judgment is getting kinda hazy. My status is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crackhead

What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind

Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love

Me and my heart we got issues,
Don’t know if I should hate you or miss you,
Damn, I wish that I could resist you,
Can't decide if I should leave you or kiss you.
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues.
We got issues, issues, issues.

Its so wrong, boy you leave me hangin' for so long,
You empty out my love until its all gone,
You change the words but still it's the same song,

I’m tired of the melody.

Everybody’s looking for love. Oh. Oh.
Ain’t that the reason you’re at this club. Oh. Oh.
You ain’t gonna find it dancing with him. No. Oh.
I got a better solution for you girl. Oh. Oh.

Just leave with me now. Say the word and we’ll go.
I’ll be your teacher. I’ll show you the ropes.
You’ll see a side of love you’ve never known.
I can see it going down, going down.

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.
You’ll be screaming out.
In my head, it’s going down.
In my head, it’s going down.
In my head. Yeah. In my head. Oh yeah.

'm a grown up woman but a girl again 
it's been like this since i can remember when 
your questioning and answering 
you're always talking to me like i can't relate 
when all i want to do is to communicate 
you were meant to be someone else 
i look at the pictures of me and you we're smiling 
tell me what happened to the times when 
we understood each other 
yeah 

all i needs is a little bit of space to breathe 
and a little bit of freedom to be who i want to be 
let me be me 
love means learning to let me go and spread my wings 
you let me grow and live life you gotta let me be 
let me be me 

You’re all I need
Your love’s drug
Can’t get enough your love’s a drug
And I can’t sleep
Can’t get enough your love’s a drug,
your love’s a drug,
your love’s a drug

I hate it
that feeling rushing through my veins again
whenever you leaving
I feel withdrawal kicking in
I’m going to tell you how I feel
How I couldn’t breathe

When you’re not with me

I prom It was those 3 words that saved my life.
It wasn't complicated, wasn't pre-meditated.
It wasn't under-rated, boy i'm so glad you stayed and...

It was those 3 words that saved my life.
It wasn't complicated, wasn't pre-meditated.
To you I'm dedicated.
Let's go ahead and say it.

Time goes by and it feels like Im just going out of my mind
What we had, bring it back now
Cause Im feeling empty inside
Oh, times goes by and it feels like Im just going out of my mind
What we had, bring it back now
Cause Im feeling empty inside

It always keeps coming back
The sound of missing you
I hear it all around
The sound of missing you
The silence is so loud

I really wish that you would stay
But what we do
All the days that you've been gone
I dreamed about you
And I anticipate the day
That you will come home, home, home

No matter how far you are
No matter how long it takes him
Through distance and time, I'll be waiting
And if you have to walk a million miles
I'll wait a million days to see you smile
Distance and time, I’ll be waiting

Gave you the benefit of the doubt
'Till you showed me what you were about
Your true colours came out
And your words couldn't hide the sin
'Cause the truth about where you've been
Is in a fragrance I can't recognize
Just standing there, scratching your head
Blood shot eyes, drunk with regret
Hanging yourself ten feet over the edge

I'm done with this, feeling like an idiot
Loving you, I'm over it
I just don't love you, don't love you no more

There's a place downtown
Where the freaks all come around 
It's a hole in the wall 
It's a dirty free to fall 

When the dark
Of the night comes around
That's the time
That the animal comes alive
Looking for Something wild

And now we lookin' like pims In my gold Trans-Am
Got a water bottle full of whiskey in my handbag
Got my drunk text on I'll regret in the mornin'
But tonight I don't give a

'Cause she hold me down every time I hit her up
When I get right I promise that we gonna live it up
She make me beg for it till she give it up
And I say the same thing every single time

I say you the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the fucking best, you the fucking best
You the best I ever had, best I ever had
Best I ever had, best I ever had, I say you the fucking

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more
I would still have you, baby
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war
I'll be fighting with you, baby
Cuz I know if I'm falling, you won't let me hit the ground
If the boat is sinking, I know you won't let me drown

No matter what anyone could say
This is the only place for me
And no one could ever take that away
Nothing could come between us

She's nothing like a girl you've ever seen before!
Nothing you can compare to your neighborhood whore!
I'm tryinna find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful!!!

The way, that booty movin' - I can't take no more
Have to stop what I'm doin', so I can pull up her close
I'm tryinna find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful

The party don't start until I walk in

EY GIRL! Where's your drink? We gonna get real druk tonight?

Get up and shake the glitter of you clothes now

I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you.

Many people look forward to the new year for a new start on old habits.


Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right. 
-Oprah Winfrey-

For last year's words belong to last year's language
And next year's words await another voice.
And to make an end is to make a beginning.
-T.S. Eliot-


Yesterday, everybody smoked his last cigar, took his last drink and swore his last oath.  Today, we are a pious and exemplary community.  Thirty days from now, we shall have cast our reformation to the winds and gone to cutting our ancient shortcomings considerably shorter than ever. 
-Mark Twain-


People are so worried about what they eat between Christmas and the New Year, but they really should be worried about what they eat between the New Year and Christmas. 

I'm talking pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-topping, playing our favorite CDs
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Every time I look at you
You always look so beautiful
Driving on the road again
The chevys packed and it is dusk.

And I will take some photographs
So I can dream of you

Can't say I've felt such twisting in my heart this way
We pitch a tent and have one sleeping bag to stay awake
Fire's burning softly singing
so close to you

Do you believe
In love at first sight
I think you do
We're lying naked under the covers
Those are the best days of my life

How do I get close when she looks just like an angel?
A moment of her time just seems impossible to me
It's hard to find the words, to get to know this stranger
I'm scared of what she'll say, if what I say sounds incomplete

And it feels like we belong together
Can someone tell me where do I stop because

I can't keep on feeling the way I do
I can't keep on hiding my heart from you
I gotta say something before someone else comes through
I can't keep on loving you from a distance

Can you describe the moment
when two people fall in love? Some
say the clouds will spin in circles
and the rain will turn to doves.
The poor will start to laugh
even the rich will start to cry.
It can sneak up like a soldier,
It wake you up at night.

That's what I feel when I'm standing here with you...
that's what my heart has sworn to be true.

This is love....
It's written on my face...
It's the way I lean my body towards you...
Even when I'm a hundred miles away...

I was so wrong for so long
Only tryna please myself (myself)
Girl, I was caught up in her lust
When I don't really want no one else
So, no I know I should've treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever

So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
To really be your man
Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you (for you)
So tell me girl

There's something in your eyes
Is everything alright
You look up to the sky
You long for something more darling
Give me your right hand
I think I understand
Follow me and you will never have to wish again

I know that after tonight you don't have to look up at the stars no no no no
I know by the end tonight you don't have to look up at the stars
And I know that if the love is alright you don't have to look up at the stars no no no no
I know by the end of the tonight you won't have to look up at the stars

If I forget to get the door
Remind you that you’re beautiful
I know my detail requires more attention
If I ever hurt you it’s not my intention
Cause we’re gonna make our mistakes
Find out how much your heart can take
But I know that you got my back
And baby I got yours

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I'm still trying to learn the art of love

There was a time that we’d stay up all night
Best friends, yeah, talking til the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to lose but so much to gain

Are you hearing me? Cuz I don’t wanna miss
That you would drift on memory bliss
It was Grafton street, on a rainy night
I was down on one knee and you were mine for life

We were thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?